i went to bed at 1 and got up at 5:30 and got on the bus in the dark and slept on the bus and took the bus to school and now it's 7:50 and I can only see out of one eye
last night at the youtube thing Dalas you know what I remembered that I can't believe I forgot: SEANNNNN
I feel like I am on different drugs at once
trying to grade this paper about machaut
i just wanted to say hi because there is not one single other soul in the building and I am wearing this weird huge monkish robe my mentor left behind and I feel like maybe everyone died but me
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- inability to transition from school-vibe to home-vibe in terms of mental energy (i.e. thinking ceaselessly about my classes and being unable to perform adequately in regular conversation)
- hyperactive nervous sweating
- being cold on the bus
can you make a pill for this
I also can't believe how much social interaction I've been having to do (and am obligated to continue doing until Monday). Introvert hell! Everyone is very nice, but I feel like I need to sleep for 2 weeks to recover.
Drugs work by receptors. Those receptors are there for our self-generated neuros. Each of us has a unique and overlapping set of neuro-generating behaviors and receptors. See the Allen funded research.
So to the original question, intense experiences, like rock climbing, sailing, are an after work reset. Massage, float tanking, swim, run, meditate, tai chi, yoga.
Add to the list.