guys! i can't fake it anymore. i have forgotten how to write. not that i think i was all that good at it before, but something happened in the past year or two that has sucked away my ability to put words to paper. blogging, journalling, even writing grant applications just seems unnecessarily difficult and borderline impossible. has anyone experienced this before? it's almost like i have become overly self-aware and i can't get more than two sentences down before deciding that it's total rubbish. how can i remedy this?
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I have totally had that phenomenon.
C-zone has some good ideas.
Threaten yourself with cigarette burns if you don't hit a certain word count?
I think it really is so mental--and if you can overcome that mental block even in a dumb way it can all just dissolve and be fine again. Like, remember in 8th grade creative writing class how the teacher would say "if you can't think of anything to write, just write 'I can't think of anything to write' over and over again"? I used to think that was dumb but now I kind of think it might help.
THE PHYSICAL ACT OF WRITING
Also remember that writing is a very abstract and weird thing that we do. It is okay if sometimes you get alienated and weirded out by it as a concept.
c-zone, have you really written a novel in a month?? wow, even if it was a 'barf out' of words that is still impressive!!!
When I used to be semi-serious about writing music I had a pretty paralyzing self-critical attack. I did a 3 month songaday (with one of the friends who did the nanowrimo actually) and wrote 7 of the best songs I had ever written. Kinda a low ratio, but I definitely worked out some demons, and I had some things to be proud of. Just having some relatively new stuff that I liked and created helped me a lot. Piles and piles of crap I have created can definitely be wiped away (self esteem wise) by a little bit of quality...at least for a little while.
Shame and threats works for me but might not work for everyone, I realize