Not The Sexiest
From June 07, 2005

Although I never thought I deserved to win (mostly because I am not someone who plays many indie games) I must admit I'm slightly disappointed. Initially I entered the contest at Mike's enthusiastic encouragement--never thinking I would be listed as a finalist. My decision to write an incredibly confident essay with maximum emphasis on sexy appearance and little mention of my indie gaming credibility seemed like the smart thing to do, but kind of made me stand out as an imposter. Other entries featured much more elaborate and heartfelt descriptions of independent gaming dedication, while my gaming background only referenced retro and/or cult games.
However, somewhere along the way I actually decided that I might have a good chance. Perhaps it was the public encouragement at the blogfest, or the fact that I knew some of the judges. It seems pretty stupid now, but I guess it comes down to the irresistible fun of "winning", regardless if I cared about the prize package (I think there was a free game and a Panic shirt).
My consolation will have to be this quote from one of the judges:
"Not only is he a handsome bastard, he exudes confidence without cockiness, chose some good classic games for his favourites, and he claimed to be making a Greatest 8-Bit Mix CD. How can you say no to that?"
This experience reminds me of the time I was voted "Sno-Daze King" my junior year of high school and was carted around the gymnasium floor in front of the entire student body while someone sang a romantic Elvis song. It was mostly terrifying and shallow, with just enough absurd thrill for me to laugh about later.
Maybe I'll have a chance to win another competition sometime. Anyone know of any "prove why you love John Sayles" or "show your dedication to Björk" contests?
<< | Posted by j_john at 1:17 AM | >>
John, I didn't realize that I was friends with a member of the High School Royalty. This changes everything.
Posted by fiona @ June 8, 2005 01:29 PM
The Cheat was the clincher. It's more like, "How can you say no to [The Cheat]?"
Posted by Carolyn @ July 9, 2005 09:33 AM
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No way! I was watching that competition and that guy is a walking dorm room. You got robbed.
Posted by - @ June 7, 2005 10:13 PM