I have a blog
Posted by: lucie
Still. I still have a blog. But life is so busy I never seem to have a chance to sit down and record things. Seems like only yesterday I was living this solitary life, meditating twice a day for an hour, reading and writing constantly, chilling out deeply. Now it's run here, run there, read this, write that, crunch numbers, socialize and network - leave school, find food, see shows, catch movies, hang out with the boy, do homework. There are lots of things I want to explain in detail on the blog, but it's like the emails you mean to write and never get around to because you're held back by your own good intentions. You want to wait until you can write a good long one, and you never write anything at all. That's how it goes.
Well, here's the short update: I pretty much have a boyfriend who is completely smitten with me and, despite a rocky start, treats me better than I have ever been treated and makes me very happy. Last night I saw Gogol Bordello and Bedouin Soundclash and they both tore the roof off. School is out of control, still reading reading reading all the time and exams coming up in about six weeks. Madness. Today we had presentations on the options courses for second semester - those look more interesting than all this foundation finance and accounting stuff. It'll be nice to narrow it down to more human-related subjects.
Another finance project, another ethics paper... I'm boring right now. And don't really want to get carried away with the boy stuff, you know? Let me not write anything too glowing yet. It's only been a month. He's carried away enough for the both of us and I'm still trying to play the role of the slightly jaded relationship-wary woman who thinks before she jumps. He makes it hard, but I'm trying.
Exams, can you believe that? Exams in six weeks. Then Portland for Christmas. Grandma, sisters, mom, probably the estranged dad. There'll be something to say about that. For now... well, not much. Not much. I'll come through again soon - there's just so much more going on in my life than I'm used to. I miss the free blogging time a lot. I miss the free thinking and reading time. Processing time. Things will slow down, though. Eventually. And when they do, I'll be right here.
